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Should I tell?
The snow is piling up. Every day it snows. I open my door to the outside world. It’s a peculiar world at a peculiar time. What is going on out there? I take a look at the yard. A bird … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, article, author, bi-polar, bipolar, bipolar disorder, blog, child abuse, coronavirus, covid-19, creation, depression, desire, dreams, existence, expression, fantasy, forgetting, future, illness, improvement, isolation, little secrets, trauma, truth, waking, wonder, writer, writers block
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Insight without all the drama.
Today I was in a therapy session. In the session we were going through some paperwork. I was asked about prior frequencies of illness. When I answered the question I recalled the situation which caused my severe anxiety. I was … Continue reading
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Tagged abandonment, anxiety, autism, autophobia, behavior, bi-polar, bipolar, bipolar disorder, change, Chaos, confusion, coping, coronavirus, covid-19, darkness, depression, desperation, dread, emotions, fantasy, Friends, happiness, healing, health, improvement, inspiration, journal, labels, life, living, loss, Love, lovesick, management, manipulation, memories, mental, mental health, monophobia, needy, pain, passion, personalities, phobia, psychology, psychosis, reality, stress, toxic, trauma, understanding, writer
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Who am I?
Who is the man behind the curtain? Disassociate Take a look from afar. What are you doing? Why are you doing it? Are you trying to get answers? Are you asking the right questions? Are you asking the right person? … Continue reading
Posted in Living Life
Tagged abuse, addiction, anxiety, attraction, autism, beginnings, bi-polar, bipolar, change, changing, coping, darkness, emotions, emptiness, fate, fear, feelings, focus, future, happiness, hate, healing, hope, hopeless, illness, improvement, inspiration, isolation, life, Life Choices, life decisions, light, living, loss, Love, loving, memories, mind, muse, new beginning, new day, new life, obstacles
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Screaming
The screaming The screaming inside my head. It’s echoing. There is an elephant in the room. How can we not see it? It’s been there for years. We look at it. We walk around it. But we don’t talk about … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, autism, bi-polar, bipolar, depression, healing, health, life, Love, mental health, mental illness, obstacles
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The Day She Left
New Years Eve 2020 That was the day. The day she left. The day she decided the new me was not worth fighting for. The new me is just the same old me. I pulled the curtain open. I showed … Continue reading
Posted in Living Life, Uncategorized
Tagged abandonment, abuse, anxiety, beginning, bi-polar, bipolar, bipolar disorder, coronavirus, covid-19, depression, fear, isolation, life, Love, mania, manipulation, mental health, new beginnings, new years
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If you only knew
If you only knew what it was like to walk in my shoes. Maybe you would understand. These thoughts and feelings inside me are not things that can be controlled. They make me the way I am. For most of … Continue reading
Posted in Depression, Genius, Life, Love
Tagged bi-polar, bipolar, depression, hope, illness, mania, mental health, understanding
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