Tag Archives: depression
Should I tell?
The snow is piling up. Every day it snows. I open my door to the outside world. It’s a peculiar world at a peculiar time. What is going on out there? I take a look at the yard. A bird … Continue reading
In Search of My Muse
I’m searching. Searching for my muse. Where has she been? What has she been doing? She is the one who started it all. The one who gave me the desire to write. To put my mind to work. I miss … Continue reading
Screaming
The screaming The screaming inside my head. It’s echoing. There is an elephant in the room. How can we not see it? It’s been there for years. We look at it. We walk around it. But we don’t talk about … Continue reading
The Day She Left
New Years Eve 2020 That was the day. The day she left. The day she decided the new me was not worth fighting for. The new me is just the same old me. I pulled the curtain open. I showed … Continue reading
The Sense of Light
The sun it rises. I stand still. My eyes are closed Yet I can see its glow. The birds awaken with a familiar call. I can smell the dew coming off the leaves as they reach toward the sky. I … Continue reading
Cold Winds Blown Out of Proportion
In the midst of my walk through the bitter cold, whose wind still penetrated my five layers of clothing, I mentally dictated my pondering. My thoughts and questions are recited for only me to hear. Now today is another day. … Continue reading
The end is near.
The end is near. The end of my therapy that is. Group sessions that I had willfully participated in with the thought that they would cure what ailed me. Sadly they have not cured me but they did give me … Continue reading
If you only knew
If you only knew what it was like to walk in my shoes. Maybe you would understand. These thoughts and feelings inside me are not things that can be controlled. They make me the way I am. For most of … Continue reading
Pity me
Pity me Pity me for thinking Thinking things last forever The loving The caring Pity me for remembering Remembering when I first met you The wanting The hoping Pity me for believing Believing In your touch The words The trust … Continue reading
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