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I Dare You


I Dare You I dare you to support me. I dare you to help me. I dare you to care. I dare you to share. I dare you to sigh I dare you to buy I dare you to doubt … Continue reading

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Insight without all the drama.


Today I was in a therapy session. In the session we were going through some paperwork. I was asked about prior frequencies of illness. When I answered the question I recalled the situation which caused my severe anxiety. I was … Continue reading

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In Search of My Muse


I’m searching. Searching for my muse. Where has she been? What has she been doing? She is the one who started it all. The one who gave me the desire to write. To put my mind to work. I miss … Continue reading

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Screaming


The screaming The screaming inside my head. It’s echoing. There is an elephant in the room.  How can we not see it? It’s been there for years. We look at it. We walk around it. But we don’t talk about … Continue reading

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The Day She Left


New Years Eve 2020 That was the day. The day she left. The day she decided the new me was not worth fighting for. The new me is just the same old me. I pulled the curtain open. I showed … Continue reading

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If you only knew


If you only knew what it was like to walk in my shoes. Maybe you would understand. These thoughts and feelings inside me are not things that can be controlled. They make me the way I am. For most of … Continue reading

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Pity me


Pity me Pity me for thinking Thinking things last forever The loving The caring Pity me for remembering Remembering when I first met you The wanting The hoping Pity me for believing Believing In your touch The words The trust … Continue reading

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The Lengths I Go To Write A Story


A little over a year ago I began writing. It started out that way because I had an idea for a website. The idea was to link everything in life somehow to bacon. It sounded like a good gimmick. The … Continue reading

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“This is How I Picture Myself” also known as “You only have AIDS because you think you do.”


I picture myself as an independent film maker. Filming my thoughts. My thoughts should be on film. I am standing in my kitchen. I am staring at the coffee pot. The clock on the coffee maker is flashing 12:00. I … Continue reading

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